Monday, January 20, 2014

To Eat on a Grey Winter Day


Eat grapefruit, that carnal pink fruit that one must rip apart in order to enjoy. Notice each juicy aril popping in your mouth; notice the slight bitterness left on your tongue that makes you appreciate the next sweet bite.

Eat a farm-fresh egg cooked simply, yolk runny, white just set. Stare into the unctuous sunshine upon your plate and imagine that the sun in the sky will take the yolk’s cue and be so bold tomorrow.

Nibble on herby olives, packed with rosemary and thyme and lemons and peppers. That little fruit has come a long way from being a hard, bitter thing hanging off of a silvery branch. Perhaps it has soaked in the Tuscan sun, or has drunk Greek rainwater. Perhaps this next one will implore you to close your eyes and travel to its origins.

Drink strong black coffee in a big mug for both of your hands to hold. No sugar, no cream, just deep topaz liquid sliding down your throat and warming your body. The farmers toiled in the heat to produce those beans, and the roaster kept a shrew eye upon them. That which you are drinking is the end product of life-long business, of historic origins thousands of years old. You are sipping time. It invigorates you.

On a grey winter day such as this, eat food guiltlessly, passionately, slowly to savor every layer of flavor. Eat juicy foods that muss up your shirt and stain your fingers, foods that burst between your teeth. Eat brightly colored foods so that the dreary air outside is counteracted by the joy you are relishing, spots of rainbow on your plate. Dare that grumpy winter to dampen your meal. Flaunt the foods you’ve found on a day that seems so devoid of life. Eat. Savor. Bon apetit! 

Friday, January 17, 2014

Gucci Accenti Perfumed Lotion, circa 1995


Why are old things the most beautiful?

     This pale apricot lotion soaks into my skin with its storied perfume, with its layers of wealth and memories. It contains qualities that I could never buy from Bath and Body Works. Those companies could never bottle a fragrance with components such as this: soft vintage feel, old lace, marble kitchen counters and leather chairs for my shoe buckles to persistently puncture; curling ribbons of salty snow-white cheese studded with black sesame seeds; tiny rooms indenting long echoing corridors, rooms lined with shelves of fine liquor or filled with classic furniture warmed once or twice by special guests or one curious niece; big dollar bills pressed into my hand by a doting aunt, along with this Gucci Accenti lotion several years ago. 
     It smells like childhood moments of delight and awe, of the reward for enduring ten hours in the car with siblings, of wonderment at the beauty within my aunt’s immense manor, of appreciation for her generosity. It smells like memories. It smells like elegance and adventures in New York City and the best hide and seek games ever. I spill some on my skin and massage it in so that I can smell like all of that, too. 

Why does this old lotion smell more beautiful than any other scent I've ever worn?

     I sniff the backs of my hands and relish eau du nostalgia.